If you a bitch ass nigga go kill ya self.

I'm so tired of bitch ass niggas. Why I'm tryna get a niggas advice on radio, since he has a degree in the shit, right? And I tell him I'm tryna work for this really big radio star and I have an interview with them on wednesday. He's like who? So I tell him (hint: this person is known for bringing the FIRE). He's like "I'ma tell you straight, this is not something you want to put on your resume" You know the record stopped in my head. I'm like "Why?" We all know this person. They are huge, and know a lot of people. Why would this NOT be a good look? He says its cause they get into trouble and they not hot like that. I'm dumbfounded at this point. Not many radio personalities are famous enough to even to get recognized in the streets. But this one is. And they have a bad reputation. But at least they have a reputation. Most radio personalities just tell you what song you just heard and keep it moving. No personality. I respect this person so much because they opened MANY doors for themselves by having a bad reputation. So then I go on to say how most radio people get big after they have controversy anyway. Just look at Wendy Williams and Imus to name a few. He tells me how I'm wrong and I have no idea what I'm talking about. And all he's tryna to do is help me. I was through! This guy obviously was hating. I don't know why. He has a degree. He works at a radio station. What is his deal? All I was tryna do was get some pointers on radio. When I did finally get the chance to ask him, he says all I have to do is know how to get coffee. Thanks asshole! I think I know how to get coffee! I worked at Dunkin Donuts. What if I have to talk on the air? He gotta get his panties all in a bunch. Disgusting. I'm so sick of bitch ass niggas tryna shut a bitch down. I would never do that. I'm happy for everyone and anyone that is successful or on the verge of it. He can have his opinions on what he thinks, but does he have to straight up be a bitch about it? You can say, your peace and still be constructive. He totally went left and was now preaching. I didn't ask all that. But it just goes to show why I'm single. I can't just submit myself to the thoughts of a man. Maybe if they weren't so ego-influenced. But that so called advice this man was trying to give me was pure ego. He already had his mind made about the matter. And I made things worse by saying I wasn't really passionate about radio but as media as a whole. I just wanna get out there and be a personality. In any form. But he was offended by that comment. I told him clearly he was passionate about radio, and that's why he sees a problem with who I'm tryna work with. But to me, this person changed the game.

So later that night, I go on Facebook, where I see homeboy wrote about this shit on his wall. He goes in and says I'll never be known because I'm not passionate about radio. I'm just another young chick tryna get rewarded by doing nothing. He even says I asked him for advice and got mad when I didn't hear what I wanted. Just like a bitch ass nigga to twist a whole conversation into making me the bitch and him the nice guy just tryna help. He later goes on to post women are crazy. Blah, blah, blah. This nigga needs to realize he's the crazy one. I never even got to ask him for advice because he started shitting on me the minute I told him what I was doing. He was the one mad when I brought up valid points he couldn't refute. No one in there right minds can say Wendy Williams and Howard Stern aren't more successful after they got fired from big stations. That's like the blue print for radio. You go to a new station, and tell them their competition fired you, that's like saying you went to Harvard. The fucking entertainment industry is about flipping bad press into MAJOR press. This nigga think if he does the right thing and be a good boy, he's gonna get somewhere. In this business one thing I do know is you gotta take chances. Unless you wanna be like Angie Martinez at the same radio station, same time slot for 20 years. I'm not mad. Someone's gotta do it. But I'm more of a Ryan Seacrest type. I like to get into all types of Media. We going worldwide, baby. Let's go full force. Fuck that good shit. I still have my morals, but I gotta do what I gotta do to survive. Yes, I'll pay for it later. But for now we gotta get in to even pay. Ya dig?